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Name: Cristin
Location: Montgomery County, Maryland, United States
Birthday: 12/17/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Cheerleading, Fourwheeling,Off Roading.
Expertise: Cheerleading, Nail Tech, Cosmotology...and cars :-)
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
6/26/2005
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| your nothing to be but a dark corner int he back of my heart thats
struggling for one last beat to try to get you back. should i take the
time knowing ill get shut down, or take the time hoping that the only
light in my life could be turning back on? | | |
| yea so today i think is the worst day ive ever experinced. billy broke
up with me a week ago now. well in 24 hours it will be a week. today
was his birthday party (hes 19?? i didnt know we still had parties
after the age of 15) and he told me this morning that he DIDNt want me
to be there and that he THINKS he doenst lvoe me and want to be
together again. so there for i was like whatever fine ill give
him his space. at the same time today there was six50 fest and my
bestriend was going and her friend dropped at the last minute so she
asked me to go. i didnt want to, bc i knew that chris and his band were
going to be there,... she begged and begged, finally i was like fine
w/e what else am i going to do right? so i go with her and my sister
and my mom and she pays for me. long story short i see chris i say
hello and give him a hug w/e...thats it he had to go and set up and his
gf was there. so i get home and then we eat and me and jacx go to best
buy, i call billy to ask how his party was, and then he asks what i did
today. and i think well should i lie and feel horrible about it or
should i tell him the truth? i told him and he kirked out on me. he
called me a stupid whore, bitch, slut and that im worthless (as usual)
thats no surprise. that i need to go back on the streets and be the
slut i really am. and then he has the NERVE to say that "hes been doing
some thinking and he wanted to be togther with me again" YEA RIGHT
BULLSHIT. so anyways i apprently 'fucked everything up' as he says
becaue i ruined it for him and broke his heart. if you guys only knew
the HALF of this relationship...hes a verbal abuser...really bad hes
broken up with me at least 10 times inthe 9 months weve been dating.
there didnt even have to be a reason...most of the time it was because
i caught him in a lie..and he would (somehow) turn it around on me and
break up with me saying that he needs space..?? wtf is that or it would
jsut be like....oh its wednesday and its 3:31 i think im going to break
up with Cristin today.
So...was i wrong for what i did? by going to the show, because my
friend really wanted to go and she would do that same for me, and my EX
boyfriend told me he didnt want me at his party and that he thinks hes
falling out of love with me and that he doesnt want to get back
together with me. or was it alright and i didnt do anything wrong?
becuase now, hes nothing talking to me he met me at mcdaonlds and he
freaked out and tor my bracelete off my arm bc he thought it said 'the
spotlight' on it and then thre it out the window into the
parkinglot...then rolled up his window after he stragnled my wrists to
death and laughed and drove off. i wish i had enough time to tell you
everything hes ever done to break my heart bc theya re plenty and all i
have to say is that he was going behind my back for the first 4 months
i was dating him with his ex girlfirned. he bought her a 250 dollar
coach purse for christmas. and i got a movie, earrings and a
manicure/pedicure set. i mean i loved it im not complaining, but isnt
that fucke dup that he would spend TWO HUNDRED FIFTY DOLLARS on his EX
girlfriend and like what....50 on his actually girlfriend?? and the
list just goes on and on and on. but please, can you tell me what i did
wrong??...oh well...
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| ok..its been what...? a month or even more since i wrote here...i got
kind of bored with it and i went to Ocean City for 2 weeks. Thus, since
then ive quit my job...told my bosses off...broken my winsheild in my
car by throwing my phone at it fallen in love with the new FallOutBoy
song "Sugar, wer're goign down"
(Im a real fan, thank you, i knew about them when they were underground
like 4 years ago bitches!)....um...and thats about it. i have no life
haha, and everyone knows it. i love my baby and my jacquita. thats all
their is to it...YEA! byebyes
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| ok, this xanga thing is really gay ive decided... i have nothing to write about since im in not in high school anymore...and dont have all the drama to write about. instead im an 18 yr old college drop out working in a salon getting ready to go to Beauty School in the fall. I dont go out and party and get drunk or smoke lots of pot and party int he middle of random fields in burtonsville hook up with random drunk guys when im drunk so i dont really have anything to talk about. I have a boyfriend that i love...i work 9-5 five days a week and i drive a purple car. at night i go to eat then come home and get ready for work the next day. i dont really have anything exciting to talk about. i don have things to write about but i think if i wrote them i would get either a) arressted or b) people would think i was a crazy women. so i just keep thoes things to myself. im going to the beach for 2 weeks on friday...too bads a hurricane is coming from Alabama and its going to be raining everyday im there...isnt that just FUCKING WONDERFUL!?!?! go figure...with my luck. ok im done goodbye
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| yesterday was 4th of july...me and billys 8 months woot. it was cool, i spent the night at his house all weekend. oh and BTY FUCK MCDONALDS IN BURTONSVILLE, YOU SUCK. i had a horrible experience with the drive through fucking white trash spansih speaking fuckers.... im not going to get into it if you want to know ask chuckie or clare, they were there. I saw fireworks, like 20 different shoes. In the pitts theres this one hill and it looks over all this land and you could see 20 different firework shows from it, like mor ethen 20 almost 30 it was awesome. well im at work right now, but ill be writting more later. I am so hungry, but what else is new?? | | |
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